Bathroom Goblins
Today I found a very expensive make-up brush that I had lost a long time ago. It was somewhere that I was sure I had searched a thousand times (Under the sink). At first I found myself slightly frustrated that it was so close to me and yet I couldn’t find it for years. Then I got over the frustration and was thankful to have it back. I was sure I had a bathroom goblin that was moving my things around without my knowledge (as things have been mysteriously moving around the passed few weeks.) It made me happy to have it back.
Before Josh left I made a list of things that I lost (books, clothes, money etc) so that I could prove to myself that even things you are for certain have been lost can be regained and found. I slowly started crossing off the items on the list as I found them so I could see myself that they were indeed not gone forever.
All these three months I’ve been telling myself that what I had lost would be returned to me once he himself was returned to his home. Josh is back, but somehow I still feel like I’ve lost something and I’m still looking for it. Even if I don’t really know what it is I’m looking for. Maybe I should stop looking. Maybe it’s right in front of me. Maybe it’s under the sink.
