I found a letter that my mom read to me over the phone, from Josh while he was still at boot, in my desk drawer where she put it so I would find it when I came home. I read it intently because I had forgotten what it said. I read his sweet words. So gentle and loving. “I love you Brenn and always will. Have a safe flight. You will always have my heart, never doubt it.”
I cried over the paper and it felt like he was still gone. I think where I am most comfortable right now is a relationship on paper.
